In case (and I thought) you want to know

• I am: Angeli, a fat frustrated writer, classical pianist and opera singer.
• I think: that this tag is cool.
• I know: that once you’ve hit rock bottom, there’s no other place to go but up.
• I have: reclusive habits and a renegade mentality.
• I wish: that I could write as good as Updike.
• I hate: noise.
• I miss: my macushla so much.
• I fear: losing my mental faculties.
• I hear: Oprah’s voice talking to Drew Barrymore as I’m typing this.
• I smell: the shea body butter I've just put on.
• I crave: for cheese-filled pizza, buco, and green mangoes.
• I search: for old, used, discarded, discounted, on sale books.
• I wonder: what life would be like if we can just push a button to undo things that we would've wanted undone.
• I regret: not learning to speak Ilocano fluently.
• I love: the Beatles.
• I ache: for our lifetime oneness.
• I am not: a snob, though my boyfriend thinks that I am.
• I believe: in looking my best all the time.
• I dance: but I’m not very good at it.
• I sing: all the time, every day, for no reason at all.
• I cry: whenever I’m sad.
• I fight: despair from taking hold of me.
• I win: only to realize that it’s not it’s not really winning that matters.
• I lose: my sanity sometimes.
• I never: voted before.
• I always: believe in what my 12-year sister has to say. She’s got more smarts than I do.
• I confuse: my mind over unimportant things, sometimes failing to see the bigger picture.
• I listen: to President Arroyo’s voice and I shudder with distaste.
• I am scared: of being alone for the rest of my life.
• I need: to eat something. I feel hungry.
• I am happy about: what I have right now.
• I imagine: the glass half full and not half empty.

I was tagged by Kayni. I’m tagging Nina.